You know how people always seem to say, "Oh you've changed since you have a bf now?"
The thing is... how does a girl not change in someway once they're in a relationship?
With me, i've heard that i'm not the "sexy, independent, crazy girl" anymore.. the flirty one who does crazy things... really?
What kind of girlfriend would i be if i do the same things right in front of my bf's face? what girl still goes flirting with random guys and just doing the off-the-wall things she used to do when she was single?
i sure as hell don't... a girl becomes a bit more calm when she's in a relationship..
and besides.. i'm hearing this from friends that i hang out with like once a year.. of course my personality is gonna be different b/c.. well #1.. they don't like my bf.. period. so i can never bring him out to any get-togethers we have.. #2.. since i know how they feel.. and they know how i feel.. there's a sense of awkwardness to it... of course i'm gonna be all awkward & a bit more reserved.. not the person that i was before... how do they expect me to be all normal when even they act all different around me?
whatevers.. seriously.. people can hate the person i'm with, but that just means they hate me b/c i'm with my bf.. i'm gonna be with him.. so if you hate him, you're hating me too.

i'm done. i'm starting my life fresh.. and he's gonna be in it. so accept it or not. it doesn't matter to me anymore.