so i go out to these bike nights w/ my man
and i've met some really cool guys.
keyword in that sentence: guys..
i realized that i just don't seem to click w/ a handful of the girls i meet on there.
don't get me wrong. i've met a few girls that are down-to-earth and chill. but at the same time, i don't go out of my way to try and hang out with them b/c there's still not a clicking factor there.
i mean, as everyone knows, i've always had more guy friends than girls, because i just don't get along with girls, period. whether they ride or not, it doesn't matter.
because, girls are so competitive and catty and always trying to bring each other down, i'm just not for that. but having guys as friends are so drama-free. they don't try and compare themselves to you and talking about you behind your back and stupid shit like that.

now back to the subject on girl riders... i know i'm gonna get a lot of hate, but just to be clear. i'm not stereotyping on ALL girl riders.. just a handful of ones that i've met so far. and again, i have met some cool girls that DON'T use their bikes to try and up their "hotness" factor... or lack thereof..

i'm all for girls wanting to ride. but don't ride if the main reason for it is so that you can try and look hot in front of guys. really?
and the guys aren't really helping. they see a girl on a bike and immediately start trying to get w/ her and giving her all this attention.. in the end.. majorly inflating the biker chick's head... to the point where she can't even fit it back inside her helmet.
i was talking to one of the guys from the bike nights, and he was telling me that he doesn't like most of the girls from there because they think they're hot shit just because they ride.
i was like, "thank God i'm not the only one that's feeling that way!"
and he made a valid point by saying, "most of these girls that the guys are trying to hit on aren't even hot! if they happened to be walking down a street.. no guy would even do a second glance. but if she happened to be walking to her bike, then it's a whole other story!"

when i go to these bike nights, i try to go w/ an open mind because i'm not gonna stereotype and think that every biker girl is like this, because they're not.
i mean, if it doesn't affect me, whatever, go do your thing and try and look good on on your bike (even though you'll never be Megan Fox in Transformers status).
but, it's the ones that affect me that piss me off.
for instance, an ugly fat ass girl thinks she has the ability to steal my man from me.
seriously? i don't get mad b/c i think it's friggin hilarious. but then i get irritated b/c i'm thinking, 'do you really think that my bf will leave me for you?'
or some of these girls like turn their nose down at me and say, "oh you don't ride? why not? it's not hard. i got it on my first try"
congratufuckinglations... did i tell you that i don't ride b/c i failed my MSF? no.
maybe i don't want to ride because i don't want to end up in crutches or road rashes all over my body. the only kind of scars i want on my body are tattoos.

if you need a bike to make u look hot and give head.. sorry.. i mean get ahead with boys... go for it. :)
just don't expect me to all friendly with you if you're gonna be a bitch about it.
i really don't care for bitches who seek attention.

that is all :)
HAPPY FRIDAY!

wow.. i thought this day would never end. but it's only 2 more hours to go until work is done for me! :)

what made it worse for me today was that it felt like someone was stabbing a knife into my skull... it was the worse pain ever!
i couldn't even sit up straight, so thank God that my boss was in meetings all day because i rested my head for a good portion. but i took some pills, drank several cups of water, and now i'm good to go~~

i had a good weekend.
went by too fast, but it was good, nonetheless.
i dropped by my baby's work in la on saturday.
i bought a necklace, 2 bracelets, a big pack of hair ties, 9 pairs of fake eyelashes (it comes as a bunch), 6 pairs of earrings.. all for $42.. yeahhhh man.
and then on sunday, i watched as my baby did a good job of trying to change the oil on my car, but the drain plug was on too tight. so i saw him & daniel switching off, trying to loosen it.. to no avail.
as he was trying to put back the mercedes back for me.. i tried to be as helpful as possible. so i sat on the ground next to him as he was laying under my car. and he asked me to pass him the small bolt. i thought.. "simple". i handed him the two small bolts. and then he asked for the 2 big bolts. i looked at my hands.. and there were 4 big bolts.. so i told him exactly that. he pauses.. comes out from under the car and looks at the bolts in my hands.
him: "...those are the small bolts"
me: "......how in the world can these be the small bolts???"
him: "you're supposed to determine what a small or big bolt is by looking at the size of the head of the bolt.. not just the size of the entire bolt in general."
me (i stare at him. stare at the bolts.. stare back at him.): "oh... well... how am i supposed to know that!?"
haha.. i seriously tried to be as helpful as i could. and i failed... miserably.
i couldn't even do something as simple as handing him the right bolts when he needed them.
*sigh*. i admit, i can be very useless at times. i definitely have my moments.

ok, back to filing documents, naming them, and trying to get my boss to pay his friggin bills!!!

“Women tear each other apart. Girls think I’m a slut, and I’ve been in the same relationship since I was 18. The problem is, if they think you’re attractive, you’re either stupid or a whore or a dumb whore. The instinct among girls is to attack the jugular.”
- Megan Fox.

God, i love her.

seriously, i think it's so stupid when people label a girl a whore based on what they look like or the persona they seem to give off. i only call a girl a slut/whore/ho when she acts like one. IE: hooking up with tons of meaningless guys, and.. uh i think that's about it. i've never called a girl a slut just because of how she was dressed or how she looked (only if i'm totally joking and don't mean it).. haha. no seriously though.

a girl wears a short skirt and so now she's a whore? please...
it's called liking fashion.
i adore skirts and i like to dress up when i go out and stuff. that does not a whore make.
learn the definition before you decide to label someone under a certain category. it just makes u ign'ant!
i have only had one boyfriend since i was 20. and had my first kiss (which was totally gross btw) at 19 years old. do the math.

i like to make sexual jokes/remarks. i like to dress to show off my body. i like wearing make-up. but that's me 50% of the time. the other 50%? i'm quiet at times while jokes are being made. i go out in sweats and baggy shirts and my boyfriend's sweaters. at times, i don't feel like putting shit on my face.
yes, i'm a whore.

i feel like something's off..
something just doesn't feel right, but i don't know.

anyways.
so my boss is gone for the moment.. so i'm blogging! it's been a while..
anyways.. today.. i'm just at the computer.. and my boss is w/ his client and he comes over and tells me that he needs to talk to me when the people leave. and he looks really stern.
i've never seen him give me that expression before. even when he's yelling at me, he's not being serious about it.. but he looked DEAD serious.
so i just said, "ok.." and the whole time i'm thinking, "did i fuck up a file? did i name a document wrong? wtf..."

so the people leave.. and when i say bye to the clients. the husband smiles and says bye, but the wife won't even look at me and just leaves. i'm thinking, "whatever.."

so my boss comes and has me go into the other attorney's office and he closes the door. i just stand there and my boss looks at me, tries to say something.. stops himself.. and then does that again. so i finally was like, "did i do something wrong?"
boss: "no"
me: "...?"
boss: "jenny.. you're a very pretty girl so you can't be wearing what you're wearing"
me: "O_O??? what...??"
boss: "ugh.. help me out w/ this" (he's talking to the other attorney)
atty #2: "less skin, more professional"
me: ".. i thought it was casual fridays"
boss: "well a client complained that what you're wearing is TOO REVEALING and that it's not fit for a law firm"
me: ".. i'm like fully covered up. the casual thing, i just thought it was casual fridays, so i didn't think to look TOO professional. but if you want me wearing professional clothes on fridays, i'll do it"
boss: "well yeah could you? since you're the face of the company, you can't be dressing casual like the rest of us"
me (completely dumbfounded): "ok... but is this seriously revealing?"
boss: "the client complained so.."
and he sticks his hand out for a high five: "could you dress more professional, even on fridays?"
me: "yeah, that's no problem"

THE REVEALING CLOTHES i was wearing...
i wish i had a picture.. maybe when i get home, i'll upload a picture, and i can get an outside point of view...
- hair in a ponytail
- long black dickies jeans
- an off-the shoulder top that ended around my mid-thighs.. so not belly button or exposed back or any shit like that. the top comes up to around my collarbone area, so no boobage.. and literally? the only skin i'm showing are my arms & the tops of my shoulders..

so imagine how confused i was..
and i went to go talk to my paralegal (who's a girl) and i was like, "seriously.. it's not like i woke up this morning and was like, 'hmmmmm.. how slutty can i dress today???'"
of course, she cracked up.
and my bf says that maybe i'm a slut in denial? yeah.. some boyfriend huh.. hahah

anyways.. guess i'm going clothes shopping this weekenddddddddd :)
i mean... i now have an excuse to... hahaha