worked out this morning. felt pretty damn good..
except for the weird guy next to me who kept staring at me while he was doing his exercises on the floor and i was next to him stretching.
he would literally stare at me while doing his pelvic thrusts exercise.
i hope he knows he shouldn't have his head turned while doing those exercises.. haha

on another note..
i decided to delete everything from my mind.
like my own amnesia type deal.
i want to go back to who i was.. strong, not giving a care in the world.
in order for me to go back to that... i have to erase moments from my life.. and i'm fine with that because the memories i have to erase are horrible ones....

i hope i'm doing the right thing.
please tell me that i'm doing the right thing.